CONDITIONAL MERCY
It is easy to give life to Lord Jesus Chist but to stay his own requires permanent will from your side... because ... God's mercy is conditional!
This statement is based on the following texts in Holy Bible:
1: "Who confesses and leaves his sins will obtain mercy!"
2: Not everybody who says to me (Jesus Christ)
"Lord, Lord" is taken to Heaven but who makes the will of my Heavenly Father.
3: "Same way my Heavenly Father will treat you if you do not from all of your heart forgive your brother." Lord Jesus Christ had just told about a man who demanded payment of a small loan from his brother but who's huge loan the king had just cancelled. Because he didn't want to cancel the small loan of his brother the king took back the cancel of his loan and closed him to a prison.
So the conditions are:
1: You should confess your sins as sins.
2: You should discard the things, attitudes, habits and deeds that are sins.
3: You should, without fail, obey your Lord Jesus Christ.
4: You should forgive everything to everybody.
You say: "I am not able to do that all. I can not change my habits. I can not forgive to that person." Holy Bible says: "Everything I am able to do in Him (Lord Jesus Christ) who strengthens me" Question is not how well you manage to fulfil the conditions but are you trying even. So it is a question about your attitude, do you will or not! If you try honestly then He (Lord Jesus Christ) will help you and He does not wait more from you.
Let this be you every day prayer:
"Lord Jesus Christ. I am willing to live life according to Your will.
Please, help me in this and do possible everything that is impossible to me due to weakness of my flesh."
Happened in May